I'm sorry
I told you when you broke up with me
That I would wait for however long it would take
For you to be okay
That was a lie
I can no longer sit on the sidelines
And pretend I don't love you
Pretend that
Every moment that I'm not with you
Isn't absolute torture that far outweighs whatever method the devil would use in hell
I'm sorry
I told you that I would stay your friend
Until the day you decided you wanted to get back together
That was also a lie
I can't carry on my life
With only idle chit chat between you and I
When we use to ride in your car
Music softly playing in the background
And talk about life
Love
Religion
Aliens
Idle chit chat isn't something that I can do
Without feeling that hole in my heart grow
I'm sorry
For telling you that this was okay
That everything will be okay
And that I'll stay by your side no matter what
Because I'm telling you the truth
I will stay by your side no matter what pain I feel
No matter how hard my heart breaks I will be your shoulder to cry on
I'm sorry
For all the times I ever told you I loved you
I'm sorry for all of the times I made you ***
I'm sorry for all the times I held you because you were crying
I'm sorry for always being there for you no matter how far away I was
No Matter what I was doing I was always there for you
I'm sorry for ever falling in love with
I'm sorry for telling you I love you
I'm sorry
Because I do