5 hours we laid on my bed, sideways It was set up different I had to change it after you left The second or third time You took all the wine You left me half a bottle A ***** bed My note crumpled on the floor Thanked me for the pleasure and a place to rest So I disappeared like we knew I would.
I see you in my minds eye so clearly now Tricked, deceit All the voices swarming and warning me I wanted so badly to think I was the exception I almost always am Until it falls out of my hands.
I've always been heartbroken over somebody But never thought, never anticipated After all that talk, all that exposure You would grow to be one of the worst Betrayal in a handbag Covered in spikey hair, whimsical behavior And the deepest fear Of not really knowing who you are.
I tried. My God, I ******* tried. Fickle fingers covered in golden blood Swans oozing pus and butterfly encrusted better days I tried to play I tried to play I'm sorry it ended this way.
I guess? I guess I'm sorry But as soon as remorse starts to slip and spill Waves of your face, the way you left it The way you said it, texted it I spent my time falling to my knees You swore You swore You swore You swore You swore You swore
It was all deceit Because I was a beautiful bird you wanted to capture In your decaying net.
But no regrets. But I do feel it quite a bit Your new girlfriend I wonder what she gives you that I didn't And if my face wanders into your mind My body, my sighs All the times I made you feel so loved But a witch in black tomorrow Casts a mystery and truthful wish And urges me