You tell me this is your last goodbye And the tears begin to fill my eyes The pen and paper, your only escape From the dark world you encounter every day You tell me about the things you do And although I know not what you go through It breaks my heart, and I die inside Is this the only way that you survive? I make you promises foolishly And when I lay my head to sleep Its YOU who haunts my thoughts and dreams My ruined pillow soaked with tears My heart racing with new fears But not for me, for YOU my friend The one who’s life should not yet end My soul is screaming, hurting, crying For the one that’s slowly dying Too many dreams for us as friends I’m not ready for this to end How often do I say I love you? You say you know, but I don’t think you do You’re the one who’s made life bright The northern star shining in the night The rare beauty in a field of dirt But also the one who’s been hurt
I think back to that rainy day I played guitar and sat and sang You smiled at me from over there But inside was brimming with despair I didn’t know the thoughts on your mind I couldn’t make it better that time But here, you’ve taken over my life You’re in my thoughts from day to night I wish there was something I could do To make the whole world love you To the one who makes life better Here is your own love letter
This here is my final battle cry For you alone, I’d give up my life Don’t underestimate my love’s power I cry for you this very hour If you leave, I’ll miss you when you’re gone PLEASE…don’t leave me here alone….