it took me a long time to realize that the deep dark feeling of homesickness would not fade with a simple location, or even a pair of warm arms to pull me closer at night or evena fulfillment of a dream close to my heart because the home i'm looking for is not so easily achieved. it is not a place or a person, but an ideology; the feeling of wanderlust homesickness hope for a new future in all us humans on earth is that of peace. subconsciously or not, we are all searching for the day that we may live together without prejudice intolerance hatred belligerence conflict. we are searching for a breath of fresh air.