Lightening from a clear, blue sky. Random firing synapses. Fluttering twitches. A moment where the eye and I diverge. Mind rockets in flight, morning or night. Become a twisted ball of rubber bands. Writhe. Avalanche of trembles. Lungs in a vise. Devastating payload of cognitive dissonance. How long will this horror of nothing last? Waiting is the worst. Paralysis of time. Sitting on a sofa on a quiet afternoon Hoping for a large slice of normal, soon.