we were never anything, but, oh, you were my everything: my hazel-eyed addiction, my heaven and my hell. we sat hidden in the tunnels of a playground pretending we were children playing make-believe to the tune of cicada sound. i've recalled too many times, now, the sunlight in your lashes, but maybe one day it won't be true if i say it again: when i spent last summer next to you at the poolside i wished (i wish) it would (have) never (had to) end
purging the part of me that still loves the ice girl