For your soul and mind That they are well For the man that left me twice(and I left once, I need to start including that in my rants; I often wonder if that's why you did it), I pray for nothing but love and protection. I ask for your heart to be turned towards things that will bring joy and life, and away from those that drag you down... You glow so brightly.. Well you used to And I did too But now we're dull and we've fallen apart once again And I find myself Just begging For you to be okay Because I know I will be Or I'll hurt forever and deal with that too But you, sweet one, I fear for I'm sure that would make you indignant You don't need me worrying about you But I'll always be here for you Even if you won't talk to me for another year I am always here if you need me Or if for some silly reason You want me Again
I am so torn... I adore you and I still think you're the love of my life, but I also now think that maybe I just got a ****** card and I'm not going to have you because my love doesn't even .want to say hello. And because of that, I am trying to let go of you. But the harder I try, the more desperate I feel... I sure hate that... 5/11/16