again you’ve done it
succumbed to the thoughts
you didn’t want to
you really fought

eventually you gave in
it was so tempting
like sin
you listened

like devil speak
they told you
make blood leak
prove you’re alive

you greeted the red
you’re alive
you exist, it said
you proved it

sometimes you can last
without the evidence
but then pain from the past
demands to be felt

the doubts creep
as time passes
blood seep
relapses

you did it again
you listened
gave in
to the voice like sin