I wish i wasn't me most of the time.
Yeah, there are times when i like who i am.
But most of the time i feel inadequate.
Never being anyone's first choice.
Never feeling like my presence matters.
Never feeling like i make a difference.
But what if there is the off chance that i do matter?
Would i feel any different?
Would i be happy with my existence?
Would my life take a change for the better?
Yeah, most of the time i wish i wasn't me.
I know a wise man once said wishing you were someone else is a waste of who you are.
But the truth is, i don't know who i am.