She takes the hand of the bright-eyed girl beside her And declares they've been best friends since first grade.
I think back to myself And I can't even remember My first-grade best friend's name. I can go through the list of people I miss, My dearest of friends from the past, But when your life is ripped up from the roots every year there's no chance for a friendship to last, so I Feel these little broken pieces: Parts of childhood I missed. The chaos that my father made has somehow come to this. I can't believe I didn't see you turn sixteen. I can't believe how many friends I had to leave. I wish I had a steady past, A memorable, nostalgic memory, But everything came and went so fast And now, I guess, it's only me.
She's known her best friend since first grade. To whoever you were, now are, out there, I wish I could've stayed.
Just watched a song tribute a girl wrote for her long time best friend's eighteenth birthday. Not for the first time, I felt my heart get heavy with the longing for a normal childhood. I've known my longest friend since 5th grade and even then I had to move before high school. I wonder who my best friend was in first grade.
I dedicate this to Cheyenne, Elysa Star, Sharon, Libby, and of course, Merit. I wish we could've grown up together. I miss you all.