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May 2016
She takes the hand of the bright-eyed girl beside her
And declares they've been best friends since first grade.

I think back to myself
And I can't even remember
My first-grade best friend's name.
I can go through the list of people I miss,
My dearest of friends from the past,
But when your life is ripped up from the roots every year there's no chance for a friendship to last, so I
Feel these little broken pieces:
Parts of childhood I missed.
The chaos that my father made has somehow come to this.
I can't believe I didn't see you turn sixteen.
I can't believe how many friends I had to leave.
I wish I had a steady past,
A memorable, nostalgic memory,
But everything came and went so fast
And now, I guess, it's only me.

She's known her best friend since first grade.
To whoever you were, now are, out there,
I wish I could've stayed.
Just watched a song tribute a girl wrote for her long time best friend's eighteenth birthday. Not for the first time, I felt my heart get heavy with the longing for a normal childhood. I've known my longest friend since 5th grade and even then I had to move before high school.
I wonder who my best friend was in first grade.

I dedicate this to Cheyenne, Elysa Star, Sharon, Libby, and of course, Merit.
I wish we could've grown up together.
I miss you all.
wren cole
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wren cole  23/FTM/NC
(23/FTM/NC)   
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