it makes me want to be reckless. driving my car too fast, drinking too much, I’m throwing it all out the window. I know this has a hold on you. what I wouldn’t give to hold on to you. my hands ache like you’re already gone, like “please let me touch you just one more time”, like “it’s gonna be too quiet without you here”. you’re the only thing I care to listen to lately, and now that I know what you taste like, now that I know what your skin feels like, I don't want to feel anything else. I hate that I fit so easily with you, I don’t want to trust it and it scares the **** out of me. there’s so much of you and I want all of it. I want all of you.