they say you have to have courage to be an artist I say I’m working on it there is a door inside of my heart and it is bulging outward in the middle I'd be lying if I said it wasn’t full of light but so much light is a little bit scary I’m not so sure what i’m afraid of, but as many times as my mind has argued that fear is irrational, my heart has always managed to fight back and win Not today Today I am going to turn that doorknob ⅛ of an inch and tomorrow I am going to turn it ⅛ of an inch more One day soon, I am going to be radiant