The pain felt deep in my hollow chest, can only be felt for so long Soon I’ll stop crying and I won't heave in pain My chest won’t feel so damaged and suffocated I’ll begin to breath All while you’ve been fine Your chest is gleaming and your smile has grown wider You don’t look at me the same way I’m an object but wasn’t I always I’ll feel eternally idiotic for being put through it all Had I been a little uglier, you would have never stayed Had I been prettier, you would have stayed I wish it wasn’t true but as my heart heaves and my breath shortens, I now know why you came To stare at the horizon only to turn away when the sun comes up To watch the movie without listening You came for the view; not the person inside I could say I’m heartless, that I feel no pain But these stomps on my chest are marks They will stay and they will remind me with every bruise why I left