We were lost souls living in a town the  world  around us didn't knew exist
Longing that one day we would be found and accepted by this world around us
But we learned that there is no such thing as a world who didn't judge you for who you truly are and what you believed in
As for me I feel like I am not living
Yes I might be breathing and yes I might be physically here
But am I really living life if I'm constantly living in fear?
I can't like who I wanna like or be who I truly want to be, without everyone judging and then abandoning me
Abandoned
That's the last thing I want
That's why I go about my life pretending to be something I'm not
But that's the only thing I know how to do
I'd do just about anything to here the next "I love you too"
But what is love
They say love has no limits
But I can't love her because only men can love women?
Ok pause
This is what makes me not want to live at all
I have to hide what I truly feel as if it's not ******* real
Because people will leave me
Abandoned
That's the last thing I want
So I'll keep doing what I'm doing and shrug this life off