stranded, 10 a.m. and ahead of me Salem, the great witch trials, although not against hypnotising women of great beauty, but against artists - gone the hedonism of the 1960s and the way the public revelled in it as much as the artists - bog standard ontology - you allow me to do my bit i make you happy, done... next! but no, not these days, everyone these days demands toilet cubicle ******* sniffers to give you anything decent art... honey... too much shame, it was planted for a purpose, it has to be smoked, drank, or sniffed... no point creating an idea / ideal as the only escape route from this massive **** vacuum with a few glittery bits and pieces - you got to smash the piñata somehow... but yeah, the 5 p.m. metabolic rule (should you have been exposed to a frequent use of alcohol) - meaning i can't take it after 5 p.m., i can binge on the x-files (backlog of 6 episodes, yes, they're screening the whole **** programme on spike), prepare dinner (a stew with groats and a salad on the side), but waiting longer for my medical surrender to this great sedative is that after i drink to reach a certain plateau i can relax, read, write what i find... i never understood art to have ever been written without any sort of intoxication and sane... unless of course you practice what René Magritte did, and paint everything as if you had a ***** shoved up your *** (i.e. wearing a suit).