i can't sleep,
not after everything,
i roll over and check the time,
12:57am,
not even 2 hours,
it's gonna be a long night,
i roll over,
and toss and turn,
trying to get back to sleep then i hear it,
the tap,
i wait,
maybe it was just something outside,
nope there it goes again,
tap,

tap,

tap,
i roll over,
he is out there,
i know he is,
s much as i want him back,
i can't,
i can't do it anymore,
i almost go to the window,
but then i don't.