the once familiar is no more stumbling through days of unevenness tripping over invisible curbs and taking a wild ride on steady ground the obvious is unrecognizable the comfortable is foreign the start of each day presents new obstacles and i feel like a new born wet soft pliable not the hardened shell i've grown used to this newness i can't absorb but i will try and i will start over each new day embracing the obstacles that offer me new hope.