I think I lost my mind somewhere between My expectations and reality Between being in love and not being loved Thinking of you and never being thought of
"It's whatever"
That's what I'll say without hesitation I don't want to let you in, excuse my frustration I just can't let you do what you always do to me Make me stay while you run away, you're so cruel to me
"Cruelty is caring"
So I guess you are crazy about me and I'm the love of your life The man of your dreams, the one to take you as my wife All because you're so cruel to me that it must mean you love me All while I wish I was your God so that you'd put no one else above me
"... Yet you do"
And it's just common for you to do so, you do it all the time That's why I'm so sick of writing all of these lines Because no matter how gorgeous I attempt to write you out to be You're still the beast that tore my heart out for pleasure in reality