I think I lost my mind somewhere between
My expectations and reality
Between being in love and not being loved
Thinking of you and never being thought of

"It's whatever"

That's what I'll say without hesitation
I don't want to let you in, excuse my frustration
I just can't let you do what you always do to me
Make me stay while you run away, you're so cruel to me

"Cruelty is caring"

So I guess you are crazy about me and I'm the love of your life
The man of your dreams, the one to take you as my wife
All because you're so cruel to me that it must mean you love me
All while I wish I was your God so that you'd put no one else above me

"... Yet you do"

And it's just common for you to do so, you do it all the time
That's why I'm so sick of writing all of these lines
Because no matter how gorgeous I attempt to write you out to be
You're still the beast that tore my heart out for pleasure in reality

"Take care"