"Good morning sun, you are shining awfully bright today
Hello sunflower, you are looking breathtaking this morning
How are you, bonsai? You are looking so strong and sturdy!"
The sun sweeps over the hills and I sit for a moment and realize I have forgotten something
"Oh heavens, I have forgotten you"
"My dear rose, my sweet stone.
My muse and my flame.
I am so sorry I have forgotten you.
You are looking beautiful as ever this morning."
My eyes start to wash over with emotions I thought I had long forgotten
"My rose, my lovely blossom, you are shining like sequence on this lovely day."
I pace three or four times, I don't remember, maybe five
Hello sunset, you are so bright
Hello future, you are so light
Goodbye past, you are so hazy
Hello self, you are long gone
It has been three months, maybe four, I don't remember
"Father, happy birthday, we love you!
Mother is looking down on you and she is smiling so bright!"
"Hello, thank you.. Who are you?"
"Rose, there is someone here for us."
"Father, it's me, your son. I'm your son. I'm here to celebrate your birthday! D.. Don't you remember?"
"Rose, hurry, you don't want this young man to drink cold tea now, do you?"
With tears in my eyes I am viewing all of this through a kaleidoscope of forgetfulness I thought I would never have to remember
I remember hospital beds and sleepy eyelids just wishing to rest for a few minutes
A daughter lights a candle for her father and he immediately remembers the fire he saw
He screams and shouts as she is crying
"Father, father, please stop!
Everything is okay!
Everything will be okay!
We are okay!"*
If memory serves right, the sun is only as bright as I want it to be
I don't remember the last time I remembered
I am merely a helpless seed lost in the wind of this storm
and I cannot find my way back home
Now that I think about it, I don't even remember what home is