The dreams I have where enemies reside are killed by the morning light and savored in my frontal lobe. I think how they could have hurt me the way they did in the dream. She put her arms all over me and she grasped my neck I could not breathe at all. He grabbed my hand and would not permit me to be with my friends though I could sense the relationship was over. Waking up after seeing somebody I once was abused by is hard to do, but its harder for them to see I am awake and ready to let it all go and live for real, this time.