once I knew the lust the pain to not hold you again, you spin my mind into what might be then stand aside and pretend it was not for me. is it someone else who occupies your mind. The lustful moments we shared, are they now not for me. The games of want, then wait and see are so hard to take. I am blinded by your messages of love, then at the end of the day you say you have no time for me. What is to come, I cannot foresee, are you tired of me?
The long passionate kisses we share, then unbeknownst to me, you turn a loving moment into an argument with no care. How am I to fare, through this crazy mirage. Am I so weak, that I cannot see that I am no longer your muse. You have found someone else, and I am hanging on to nothing but a dream. A dream of a wonderful life, of passionate love making and utter acceptance of you and me. What is to come, I cannot foresee, are you tired of me, or am I so lame, so ashamed to keep hanging on to what might be...