It was fun, wasn't it? Watching me suffer, Tearing the beating heart right from my chest, Leaving it to be replaced With a gaping hole. One that can never be refilled No matter how hard I may try. You enjoyed it, didn't you? Wrecking me, Destroying every possible hope I had, Any hope for anything good in this wretched, wretched world. You loved watching my pain, You fed off of it. And while I'm sitting here at two in the morning With ***** filling my veins And tears streaking my pale cheeks, You're completely fine. And that's what hurts the most.