You look at me and all I feel is beautiful  
But Im always this way,
Is that why it's scary for you
I learned how to love who I am without you
Without that power to take it away
I felt my worth in your hands,
So quick to slip through like water
I watched them fill
And saw how easy it was to
wash me away
With every wrong word,
Or disagreement
The person I used to be loved you
And I can still feel her
but I won't let her through