I'm withdrawing. Running and hiding. You'll see in time that it's for the best. I'm at a standstill while time is constantly moving forward Forward moving. I can't pretend. I need to stop before I'm in over my head. I'd rather embrace the feeling of wanting to be dead. The end is always inevitable. I don't want to wait to find out. I'm ending this here. I'm ending this now. I need a drink, but instead I'm gonna take a couple sleeping pills and drift into the abyss. Far from words that sting egos. Far from hands of time. That only keep people at arms length Safe from harm. Safe harbor. Safe haven. Safe camp.