i wonder when was the last time your cheeks relaxed and the plastered grin crumpled into your parted lips expelling the hot breath fastened inside swelling lungs with a safety pin
or your shoulders slumped with the gravity of a million worlds (including mine) that orbit your clenched fists like the sun
and as much as i would like to i cannot pry your fingers open or chip away at your stucco smile or will you to inhale and exhale my love