For those of you who don't know me...
My name is Corrie Brown and I struggle with depression.
I have family history of depression, and I am clinically depressed.
I have a lot of things go on in my life,
Between, being molested/*****,
having a druggy for a brother,
a family who is totally ******* up,
people betraying my trust left and right,
hurting me for the fun of it,
or to scare me for no reason....
I have done things I am not proud of,
I have been through things I'd rather forget,
but can't.
I use to cut my arms, just to escape,
when the pain became unbearable...
I am a tough girl, but I can only be tough for so long.
I spend everyday replaying things in my head,
my past mocking me...
To this day, my past ruins my present, and future.
I spend every night crying myself to sleep.
Thinking how much better off the world would be without me,
how simple it would be to die, and not have to worry anymore.
Life just doesn't seem like living,
if you live it crying everyday, wanting to die.
This is me, the me I don't show, because I have to be strong for everyone else. Be everyone's psych, rock, inspiration.
So for those of you who don't know me.... Here's just the tip of the iceberg of the crap that is my life.... You want to know why I am the way I am.... HERE!!