I woke up to a country song Mother's favorite song to singΒ Β And when the mailman came down the road so long She cried out "Let freedom ring"
My sweetheart grabbed my arm And she told me she wouldn't let go But when the mailman handed me a bullet-storm I told them I had to go
I left home a week from then Still too nervous to even think I wondered if I would die and never see them again But I drowned it all in a thousand drinks
I killed my first man on a Monday And by Tuesday it was up to nine I had my thoughts but I had nothing to say They told me their lives were mine
I got shot in the chest And I saw the end of the road But as I stared through blood to the sunset west I heard the choir bells explode
I came home somebody else I knew they wouldn't recognize me But I stayed kind and tried to keep to myself And my sweetheart stayed with me
She's still here with me And now we're both at the end of the road When I close my eyes, I still see misery But when I open them, I am home