Why do I have to make such a fuss about everything ?
It's like I can't even control myself anymore
Why do I get mad at every tiny thing ?
This is not what I wished for.
I don't want to fight
For something I don't believe in,
Makes me cry at night,
And tears cannot be unseen.
I hate feeling so powerless,
What exactly am I supposed to do ?
Your kisses are like a carress,
But it hurts so much to be with you.

This is not what I expected love to be like.

I guess everyone has to wake up someday,
But I had dreams and hopes about this.
And sometimes, you throw our arguments away,
But they cannot be solved with a kiss !
So now, here I am, what do I do ?
Is there really a sense to our story ?
I know this feeling, I know I love you,
But you can't just keep hurting me.

I just wish you could understand.

Or is this all my fault ?