The days are growing short, shorter in time. Caught in the tragedy that is my mind. As cliche as it sounds, sometimes I'm so over whelmed I wish I could drown. Drown out the sound, all my feelings, and just be numb. The more I feel, the more I set myself for disappointment, hurt. You can say I'm dumb but with this heart I wish to take no part in life. I'm too vulnerable, weak, and unbalanced. I'll fall over warm words and crack like an egg shell. I want to be adored, I want to be taught.