time has passed
it's been a year and four months
of me trying to unlove you.

yesterday you messaged me
just out of the blue.
you can't even imagine
how my heart raced and beated like a trumpet.

seeing your name lighting up my phone
i didn't know what to feel -
should i feel excitement -
should i feel dumbfounded -
or confusion,
or love?

but what i felt after talking to you
was a lot better than what i thought i should've felt

i felt peace
and i felt one with myself after quite a long time.
because at that moment
i know deep in my heart -
i have finally moved on