My kids mean the world to me i hold back my tears  cause i cant see them i hold back my words i hold back my thoughts  i cant cry no more the water  will not come out my eyes no more the love i have for my kids can not be replaced  yes iam your mother your friend your family  your favorite  and much more if i can see you again  i would  not let you go mommy  miss you mommy  love you one day god will bring  you two back to me i pray every  day that god open my eyes i just want to talk to you tell you i love you tell you i miss you you are my boys my life my world  one day we will meet again. ........ my two boys