I loved spending time with you,
but it started to get harder,
i was over-thinking,
how much
i loved
you.

I started to get really nervous around you,
i loved holding your hand,
holding you in my arms,
kissing you.

I couldn't handle it,
all this love.

i was afraid i would messed us up,
that i would loose you,
and i was scared.

i am sorry.

i talk about her,
because it hurts to look at you,
and know how much i love you.

I know how much you hurt.

i am sorry.

and every time i am with her,
i think about you,
i can't help it.

i wish it was you.

and i am sorry i was scared.

i didn't want to **** anything up.

but i guess i have already done that.

i have lost you.

and i want you.

need you.

and you were enough.

your all i need.

i am soo ******* sorry.

and i know that you won't want me back.

i have lost you,
and you have given up.