Fires ablaze within my eyes. A smile concealing all my lies, screaming, begging, calling out, a final, frantic, desperate, shout.
Scarlet tears drip from each vein, a vehement covet to end this pain, this silver blade, stays by my side, because all hope inside has died.
As each day ends and darkness draws, the devil toys, with all my flaws, I’m helpless, alone, a worthless mess, a broken child, he must address.
I’m tempted when her calls my name, a way out, an escape, an end to shape, to make it feel a lot less real, a deal with the devil, in blood must I seal.
They’ll say I dead of suicide, but no one know how much they’ve lied, it was a rope, a blade, or pills, that broke my soul, and gave me the chills
I died inside so long before, to live each day, an endless chore, pills could not **** what was already dead, a twisted soul, and empty head.
In darkness I wait, in silence, alone, rose-tinted nostalgia, all around me has grown, I beckon the devil, with the key of self-harm, and I open the for him, with the blood of my arm