Am I not allowed to have my own opinions? Am I not allowed to do what I like? Am I not allowed to be given a chance?

Do I not deserve a chance? Do I not deserve friends? Do I not deserve just one person that will talk and listen to me? Do I not deserve happiness?

Is it bad that I read 13 Reasons Why and wish I was the girl who killed herself? Is it bad that suicide is always on my mind? Is it bad that I want to be found dead in the morning?

Am I not allowed...   To know answers?
Do I not deserve...     To know answers?
Is it bad...                    To know answers?