Antique shops Say lonely words. I and mine Are but a patch of grass. A wheat field Waving like a Banner of quiet Sovereignty: Empty freedom. There are a thousand houses, Homes of a hundred thousand persons. And I am but one. How stupid am I? Oh, how stupid and vein. That I love, that I hate, I squander and create, Worry and worry, And yet there they are. They are indifferent. A family of four. Cheri is the wife, Tommy the husband They have two children, Lidia and Claudia, They live a suburban life Barely baptist and certainly content. Then there's the Trina family, And the Radells; And the Baders; Haynes, Spencers; O'Connors, Smiths... And so many others, And what amazes me Is that they just exist. They are just there! I can go and see them, Hear them speak, And I am in no way a part of them. Oh! How foolish am I! I should rip it out, My passion and motivation, For what is it worth? Other than to drive me mad and speechless, driven dumb by the rains of life; by a simple kiss, water's blissful kiss, I am taken over with this feeling. I am nothing, so be it. I too, love rain.