I've stopped feeling
That's not true
I feel alone.
The roaring flames of my soul
Have been reduced
To dying sparks on the damp ground.
Music is just sounds to me now
And my favorite things
Are now just a simple way
To pass the time..
Until what?
Until I'm happy again?
Until the day I die?....
You might as well ask
A bird why it flies
Or a road where it goes
Because the answers aren't there
As much as I try
I can't find them
So I lay down
With my head towards the sky
And I scream at the heavens
Until I give up
And just die