it was for me a glum and dark world until I discovered the perfect antidote deep raucous laughter from the heart the creases on my face disappeared and I was soft and smooth like a baby when they took me off the mad island I could laugh a fine sophisticated laugh or do a coarse sarcastic cackle that jarred against the aesthetic ring of affluence so richly abundant in those emulating glee they didn't know that i had stumbled upon laughter when I needed something to do In a world defined by magnificent loitering