I try try try But all I do is Cry cry cry Why can't I get you out of my mind Sleepless nights Restless days Im losing my mind Why must I miss you so much Why must I miss you at all I try try try to rid you from my mind But once I'm free Something so small brings you back to me I cry cry cry I want to die die die Nothing to block my feelings Nothing to block the memories I'm living in reality And all I want is to Be living in a fantasy Just to escape the real inside me So I won't cry cry cry Until I sleep through the night