i hear you say "i don't want to hurt you" as i feel your words, like a knife pierce through my chest and go through my heart and suddenly my passion is deflated like a balloon being pricked by a pin - "i don't want to hurt you" but this feels like an elephant is stepping on my chest and i hurt. despite your narrowing efforts to keep me feeling safe please stop making me feel like i should just jump into the lake
o.o.
(i'm not really a fan of this piece but i'll put it out there)