Dead. always dead. dead with no feeling,numb. the only thing to feel was my never healing heart,***.sigh,***. Dead. dead from the start. dead with dreams torn apart. dead from the first day. couldnt have been another way. dead,nothing to say. died,drowning in a bay. a bay of dismay. swallowed me hole. i am dead,i still feel my sorrows. dead. to the core dead and sore dead,no more!no more! i dont want to suffer anymore. its a total bore. dead. dead with no denial. dead but alive,my life took a dive, the day my heart grew deceased. alive but dead,dead in the heart. dead in the dark. dead with the shadow's evil barks. dead with a poisoned part of my unlucky heart. dead and alive. half alive. forever.
Also wrote this on poetfreak. I'll leave a +&- if I wrote something before on another site.