thoughts are like
the tears you
have been holding in
all day or all week
or all month
once they start
they are so hard to stop
no matter how hard
you try to make them
stop and go away
and you never wanted
them to start
and they hurt so much
and they **** you
and make you
question your life
and if it's worth it
or if you should give up
on everything
because
those thoughts
and those tears
have been held in
forever
and now they are
tumbling out
of the dam they
were being held behind
and it's killing me slowly