With tears down his eyes
He struggles to speak
Saying everything would be alright
As long as I stayed by his side
But is that what I want?
Is that what I need?
Would I feel safe sleeping in his arms
Knowing what he did that night?
Would I be able to forgive him?
Would I be able to forget?
Can I look at him the same way?
Has he really changed
Or is just pretending to be who he is not
Are the tears down his face full of regret?
How can I trust him now
When there's so much to loose
And not a lot to gain
Will time ease the pain
Or only grow everyday?
Look at us now
Breaking all the promises we made that day
Crashing all the dreams we were meant to follow
Throwing everything away
Look at him now
Begging me to stay
Kneeling before him as if I am his queen
Tears rolling down his eyes
His voice cracking he attempts to speak
"I want.. To.. Change.. F..for.. You"
I want to give him a chance
But I know better
It's like he forgot what he did