It is moments like these
my mind creates images
that feel so far from truth
but are still real in a sense

Do I imagine them
because they have happened
in the past or because
I expect them to happen

Why when all I want
is the very best
do I always seem to  
imagine the very worst

How can something
once so good,
in a moment become
so extremely bad

When will I ever learn
it is always truth
when it comes to
my imagination