I am a drunken mistake. I am a drunken in the moment mistake. I am worth nothing but the fact that my mother gets more tax money than with one child. I am nothing because my lungs dont work. I CANT EVEN ******* BREATH PROPERLY! Do you know how ******* suckish that is? I am worth nothing because He, She, They told me so. I CANT EVEN LOOK IN THE ******* MIRROR WITHOUT SEEING THAT SCARED 8 YEAR OLD. I am worth nothing because I have nothing to offer. Im not pretty. Inside or Out. Im not skinny. In Any Way. Im not a ******. Because I was Stupid. Im scarred. Because Im Weak. I want to ******* throw away my life. Im going to anyway. Why not start early?