I write not for fun but only as an escape, Words seem to fail me when I am not sad enough, Mad enough, Or simply fed up with life, It is as if I can only be the ruler of my underworld, Never my paradise, I am the Hades of my domain, Everywhere I look seems to be the same, Darkness shrouding all possibilities of light, As if I was never destined to shine. No matter how hard I fight, With all my might, It does not change the jurisdiction. "Banished to the darkness" "Let the child never see light."