It is 4:30 in the morning and I miss you. I have just driven home from work and parked in the driveway. I look around the yard and even in the dark the memories all come back to me. I leave the Red Hot Chili Peppers on the radio to drown out the noise in my head But it's the song we always listened to while we were driving. A single tear runs down my face and I wipe it away. As I get out of the car and walk to the house, it's drizzling out. The annoying cat, the one that you love and I hate, is sitting out in the rain meowing. He is pathetic. But then again, so am I. I pick him up and carry him inside with me Because I think you'd like that. I sit up drinking even though I'm tired Because I know I have nothing to look forward to tomorrow since you've been gone