You're not here anymore
I thought it was a creul joke
that was before

until all the things that were you
stopped happening
stopped being
and I had never been so scared

still I talk to you
when I know I'm alone

I had to learn all over how to be okay
how to smile and mean it
without thinking about you
because you were the definition of so much
the best things words can never be

*still I talk to you