I can sing The Animals poorly to my son a million times and he will never understand what that song does to my heart
I wrote a song once he calls it The Ocean Takes Her and loves it Asks me to sing it **** near every night Nothing like making your son smile with the memory of your great heart break
It’s strange to make up meanings to my tattoos when customers ask why I have them The boss says I can’t tell people about my depression and familial disappointment So I make up stories about this one time I met Charles Schultz’s wife People seem satisfied with my made up answer to their polite conversation question
I have lost lovers To this day I still can’t figure out where I put them I mean I’ve checked under all the couch cushions
My door is never locked I know she knows where I live It’s just that she left her key on the counter And I don’t want a locked door to be the reason I mean aside from the whole other life she’s living now
I spend hours watching compilation YouTube videos of the best The Voice Blind Auditions for other countries You know, The Voice UK, The Voice Thailand, The Voice Sweden I do this exclusively when I should sleeping like the 2-4 o’clock hours of the still last nights I can’t tell if I really like them Or if they are just entertaining enough to keep my mind occupied I guess if I make it through the night it doesn’t matter which
The older I get the more I relate to Charles Bukowski Not the poet, of course, the man The broken The bitter The lost The never found
I could never write a poem gritty enough for the punk rock crowd My sadness isn’t gritty It’s sad
My stomach is 73% beer at this point But I don’t often get drunk any more I just forget to *** in the mornings
I really should clean this house There’s no telling when she might get here
But before I let you go I can never really tell if the her in my poems Is one of the ones that have already broken my heart Or the one I’m still searching for Sometimes I give you too much credit But I always know when it’s you, You’re the only one I call you The rest are just her
Bye now
A collection of poems by me is available on Amazon Where She Left Me - Michael DeVoe http://goo.gl/5x3Tae