I am sorry that I can not love you.
I do not.
I am sorry that I can not pretend
Just to be with you.
For though I may not love you
I know what is fair.
And you deserve to be loved honestly
Not by someone who pretends
Just to appease you.
I am sorry that I can not want you
Despite how hard I try.
I search for what matters
And it is there
But I have no desire for it.
I am sorry I can not love you back
Though you have done everything right.
You are beautiful
And you have the kindest soul.
But I do not want you.
I do not love you.
I am sorry.