you've changed.
I don't know when you did.
you left me here feeling so alone and neglected.
I know you've stopped abusing your body,
with blades at least.
you drink a lot now.
I know you get drunk to forget.
you think it helps with the pain.
I see you drink day after day.
you only let people touch you when you're drunk.
I know you don't like it.
you pretend not to care about yourself.
I have a hard time caring about you too,
when you can't even care for me.
you look in the mirror every day and see me staring back.

I've changed and I don't know when I did.